last nudes in the old apartment. moving tomorrow. excuse the mess. this isn't how i live.
with changes all a-brewing... i had my last haircut and body grooming session in my fancy home with its fancy bathroom and its fancy giant mirrors on all sides, a luxury i will NOT have in my new place... and i decided to finally lose the beard. i may have to present "male" because such is my tragic lot in life (so far), but i could at least start presenting a little more fucking FEMME/QUEER if i want to find a beautiful asian faggot and/or tranny to rape my virgin ass with their cock and/or strap one of these days.
as my last entry predicted... the magic wand and my new clitoral orgasms have indeed taken over my life, i goon with my vibrator just like the great girl gooners throughout history, and i am loving every fucking moment of it. the thought of stroking a cock like a boy now makes me SICK!
i GRIND the hitachi DEEP against my clit. i almost fucking torture my clit with it. my small desi clit is almost always smooshed against my fupa and my fat brown sand-nigger belly these days, smooshed HARD between the rubber of the wand and my fat gooknigger body, but it's also throbbing and far more erect than it ever was when i was still masturbating like a boy just one month ago.
full body orgasms now, writhing and shaking. i always cum against my own belly. it pulses out with the vibrations, not shooting very far... but the orgasm is so much longer... and more intense... and the cum far more plentiful...
i am home.
(well, not literally. because i'm moving. but y'know. emotionally. mentally. in a goony, horny way.)
