july and august have almost entirely been disasters as far as my willpower and behaviour. no more. today is the day i get my shit together. i need to think about the things that inspire me. sook-yin lee's new album. "at least i tried something" from the vampire lestat (also, the music). a dream of my ex. the idea of having my shit together enough that i can get a new puppy and buy the x-files lego set. human physical touch. health. sex. love. kissing, biting, tasting, sucking. uhh what was i saying again?
old nudes. 2019, the male presenting era. i don't remember it ever being this big. photographic sorcery? anyway, gross, hope the nasty thing keeps shrinking and shrinking.
